Monday, December 21, 2020
Try to change the world by protesting or change ourselves by repentance/
The Prophet Samuel was one of the holiest prophets of the Old Testament. But what I find most interesting is that Samuel grew to be a holy prophet while living in the midst of a very corrupt religious and political context. Samuel’s holy mother, Hannah, was barren. But God heard her prayer after many years and much humiliation. God gave her a son, and at the age of three, Hannah gave her son to God. She brought him to the priest of the Tabernacle in Shiloh. This was before there was a Temple, and the Ark of God’s Presence was kept in a tent (Tabernacle) that moved from place to place depending on the tribal warfare of the day.
However, the priest, Eli, and his sons were very corrupt. And here I find several interesting things to ponder. First, despite the corruption and poor parenting of the priest Eli, and the outrageously sinful and even predatory behaviour of his sons, God still spoke through Eli. And Hannah and her husband, Elkanah, still prayed at the Tabernacle and offered their sacrificial gifts there, despite the obvious corruption of the priest and his family.
I must confess that this is a profound mystery to me: not only that God allows very sinful people to function in positions of hierarchy to which very holy people submit; but what is even more mysterious to me is that God’s Grace still functions through these very broken people in positions of spiritual authority, not, I think, because of their position, but because of the holiness and purity of heart of those who come to them. While Hannah was praying at the Tabernacle for a child with anguish of soul, all that the priest Eli could think looking at her was that she was drunk. When she protested that she was not drunk but was in anguish of soul and praying, Eli says dismissively, “may God grant your prayer.” And God does! God hears and answers righteous Hannah’s prayer through the sinful priest.
This is a deep mystery, but it is a mystery that gives me hope. It gives me hope that even as I am a sinful and broken priest, God may still use me to help those who earnestly seek God. It also gives me hope that even if my bishop or confessor were sinful or deficient in one way or another, God would still look at the anguish of my heart and hear my prayer. But there is a mystery here that is even more profound than these, a mystery that may show us the way to grow in Christ in the “crooked and perverse generation” that we find ourselves living in today.
With complete faith in God and a heart full of thanksgiving, Hannah gives her one child, the gift of God to her, back to God. However, the only way for her to do this is to bring little Samuel to the corrupt priest Eli to be raised at the Tabernacle along with Eli’s corrupt and predatory sons. Now if you ask anyone—If you ask me!—this is not good parenting. And yet, doesn’t God do something very similar with most of His children, with you and me?
Look at the world we find ourselves in. We are mentored by media that exploits and seduces us for its own profit, political leaders whom we know are lying, businesses that we know are cheating us and an educational system piloted by women, men and “others” who want to obliterate basic human nature. It seems we find ourselves, like young prophet Samuel, being raised in a corrupt and predatory culture. Yet nevertheless, like the prophet Samuel, we too can grow into very holy people, people who can learn to listen for God even as we are surrounded by innumerable sins and evil influences.
How did Samuel do it? Or rather, how did God save Samuel in such an evil and wicked context? And how can we too be saved in such a broken world? St. Paul gives some advice to the Philippians on this very thing. He says, “Do all things without complaining and disputing, that you may become blameless and harmless, children of God without fault in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world.”
Keep in mind that the ancient pagan world of the Philippians was very corrupt, even by today’s corrupt standards. Most of the people, the very people St. Paul is writing to, were slaves. They couldn’t just change their world, they couldn’t just flee to the wilderness or find some less wicked place to live. They were stuck where they were and had to become holy there, “in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation.”
Actually, many of us today find ourselves in situations that are somewhat similar. We have to work for a living and we have little choice about the policies that are imposed on us or who we work with or how the companies we work for may be exploiting us or destroying the world. Sure, we could quit, but quit and do what? If we could afford to buy a farm, we could run off to the country, but farming is very technical work and if you don’t know what you are doing you can fail miserably at it. Also, and this is something that we have to think deeply about, no matter where we go, there we are. My inner struggles, perhaps exacerbated in the city, are still with me in the country. I still have to struggle.
The advice St. Paul gives the Philippians, however, is not to run away (in fact he actually tells slaves not to run away). Rather, he advises them to do all things without complaining and disputing. Now by “all things”, he does not mean that we are to knowingly or intentionally sin. Rather, he is saying that when we do our jobs, when we do whatever it is we do, we are to do it without complaining and disputing. And if we don’t complain and dispute, at work, at home, at church and on the internet, then, St. Paul tells us, we will become blameless and harmless. Thus we will be children of God without fault in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation.
We really have to let that sink in. “In the midst of a crooked and perverse generation.” He does not say, “you will shine like lights standing outside of the crooked and perverse generation.” Like the Prophet Samuel, it is in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation or culture or context or company or family or even a corrupt church that we “shine as lights in the world.”
This is indeed a hard word for us to hear.
I think 500 years of Protestant influence on western culture has made St. Paul’s advice and the example of Prophet Samuel very offensive to us. We don’t really believe that God saves in the midst of the furnace, as He saved the three Holy Children in Babylon. We think that it is our job, our calling from God, to put out the fire, to stamp out evil, to make the world a better place. We don’t believe that it is God’s will for our righteous souls to be tormented day and night by seeing and hearing of the wicked deeds of those who live around us—even though this is exactly what St. Peter commends about Righteous Lot and gives as an example in his second epistle. We don’t believe that “the Lord knows how to deliver the godly out of temptations and to reserve the unjust under punishment for the day of judgment” Rather, we think it’s our job to right wrong and to fix what is broken, or to escape from the sinful world.
And so the counsel of the Scriptures and the Holy Fathers of the Church makes no sense to us. It even offends us. Consequently, we make no progress. We fight and crusade against the evil around us, but we secretly indulge in our lusts and anger making no progress whatsoever in peace and stillness of soul. We flee one sinful context and find that we bring our sinful passions to whatever new context we flee to. We burn out (or become hypocrites) trying to heal others without healing ourselves. It’s like we grind the gears of our soul trying to fight or escape the wickedness of others, but make no movement at all in acquiring peace in the transformation of our own souls.
We have to become like the child Samuel if we want to be saved. The child Samuel saw the wickedness, but did not participate in it. The child Samuel knew he could not change others, but he also knew the One for whom nothing is impossible. The child Samuel prayed, obeyed, and waited. And then one day, God spoke to him. Then one day God changed his world: the wickedness of the wicked caught up with them and the fruit of their wicked lives came upon them. Samuel remained pure. Samuel remained quiet. Samuel shone as a light in a corrupt and perverse generation.
We too can shine as a light, St. Paul tells us, if we will do everything without complaining and disputing. Or, we can do things the Protestant way: we can protest. We can argue and fight and try to change others. Instead of waiting for God to judge, we can demand what is right, now. But then we will not be transformed by Grace, then we will not shine as lights. I think the brightness of one little light will do more to bring salvation to the world than a thousand voices trying to fix it.
At least that’s what I think.
By ARCHPRIEST MICHAEL GILLIS | 21 DECEMBER 2020
Source: https://www.pravmir.com/how-not-to-change-a-corrupt-world/
Thursday, December 17, 2020
Every man of himself is so insignificant and helpless that he receives everything necessary to support his existence, not from himself, but from without; he himself is nothing. And as his body is supported by air, food, and drink, so his soul is supported by prayer, by reading God’s Word, and by the communion of the Holy Mysteries,.
Righteous John, Wonderworker of Kronstadt
My Life in Christ p.94
From Orthodox Quote of the Day
Tuesday, December 15, 2020
How we heal our brother
Î’y quiet and gentle love we approach and heal the being of man. We never harp on to someone about his weaknesses and failings. We speak only well of others. While we see their faults, we keep silent and simply love. For when we behave towards a harsh and callous person as he “deserves,” we only make him worse. When, on the other hand, we treat him with consideration and love, we are able to make him better. A Christian does not detest anyone. What does he do? He only loves. He loves even his enemies. When St. Stephen the Protomartyr was being stoned, he gave no thought to the physical pain, but rather how to forgive his torturers. That is why he said: “Lord, lay not this sin to their charge.” It is astounding to contemplate how far the love of a believer can go. This is a distinctive love, which brings you freedom and calmness. It enables the Light of the Resurrection to spring forth within you; it opens unto you spiritual horizons, causing you to participate in heavenly things while still on earth.
Bishop Makarios of Christoupolis, “O Lord and Master of my life...”
Source: https://orthodoxgladness.blogspot.com/2020/12/how-we-heal-our-brother.html
Monday, December 14, 2020
How to live a genuine Christian life
Saint Paul pleads with the Christians in Ephesus, “I, Paul, a prisoner for the Lord, beg you to lead a life worthy of the calling to which you have been called.”
Here are the ten points for living an Orthodox Christian life:
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1. Praying Daily 5 Have a regular prayer rule that includes morning and evening prayer.
2. Worshiping and Participating in the Sacraments 7 Attend and participate in the Divine Liturgy receiving Holy
Communion regularly as well as regular participation in Confession.
3. Honoring the Liturgical Cycle 9 Follow the seasons of the church and participate in the fasts and
feasts of the Church.
4. Using the Jesus Prayer 11 Repeat the Holy name whenever possible throughout the day or
night.
5. Slowing Down and Ordering Your Life 13 Set priorities and reduce the stress and friction caused by a hurried
life.
6. Being Watchful 15 Give full attention to what you are doing at the moment.
7. Taming the Passions 17 Overcome your habits, attachment to your likes and dislikes, and
learn to practice the virtues.
8. Putting Others First 19 Free yourself from your selfishness and find joy in helping others.
9. Spiritual Fellowship 21
Spend time regularly with other Orthodox Christians for support and inspiration.
10. Reading Holy Scripture and writings of our Church Fathers
Wednesday, June 3, 2020
It's Time to Listen
Thursday, May 7, 2020
What Does It Mean When John Says, "Do Not Love the World?"
Because you are strong, and the word of God abides in you, And you have overcome the wicked one. Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—is not of the Father but is of the world. And the world is passing away, and the lust of it; but he who does the will of God abides forever (1 John 2:14-17).
The world here is creation after the fall and under the dominion of Satan. It is creation no longer oriented toward God, but temporary and dominated by inordinate passions (see Mt 6:24; Lk 16:13; 1Co 7:29-31). The world distorts every realm of God's good creation. There are (1) sensual pleasures of the flesh (physical passions), (2) intellectual attainments and capacities of the eyes (the soul's passions), and (3) inordinate possessions, power, and honors of life (the pride of human spirit).
“I know well that many saints of old guarded themselves from this, and those of the present still do. They spend their lives in the midst of the things of this life, it’s concerns and it’s care’s, and yet complete their lives in perfect holiness. Of them and their like Paul bears witness, when he says “The form of this world is passing away, so that those who have wives should be as if they had none, and those who buy as if they had no goods, and those who deal with the world as if they had no dealing with it (1Cor 7:29ff).”
He who willingly fails at small things, even though it keeps himself from greater offenses, will be more severely condemned because, while he kept the greater matters under control, he was overcome by the lesser. Even one single passion will be enough to destroy us...”
He who always keeps his own mind and constantly looks forward to the coming Judgment, and fervently repents and weeps, will overcome them all at the same time. As he is lifted up by repentance he “is more than a conqueror” (Rom 8:37).
Reference: Saint Symeon the New Theologian: The Discourages, pp 109-111.
Monday, May 4, 2020
Symeon the New Theologian on Repentance
Let us repent with all our heart and castaway not only our evil deeds, but also the wicked and unclean thoughts of our hearts and obliterate them in accordance with that which is written: ‘Rend your hearts and not your garments (Joel 2:13).’ Tell me: what use is it if we distribute all our goods to the poor, but fail to make a break with evil and to hate sin? What [use is it] if, while we do not actively commit bodily sin, we mentally engage in shameful and unclean thoughts and invisibly commit sin and are governed controlled by restrained passions of the soul?
How will they defend themselves? Will they say, we have not heard? Or nobody warned us? Or we did not know the name, O Master, nor Thy might, Thy strength, Thy power? He might then justly say to us, “How often have I told you beforehand and exhorted you, O miserable ones, through prophets, through apostles, through all my servants, even through Myself.
Have you not heard Me say, “blessed are those who weep now, for they shall laugh (Lk 6:21).” Have you not heard Me cry aloud, "blessed are those who mourn (Mt 5:4)?” But you have laughed unrestrainedly as you discussed among yourselves and prolonged your idle conversations, inviting each other to dinner and ministering to your stomachs.
As Jesus says, “I say to you that for every idle word men may speak, they will give account of it in the day of judgment (Mt 12:36).”
Have you not heard Me say, “How narrow the gate and how hard is the way that leads to life” (Mt 7:14) and “The kingdom of God suffers violence, and men of violence take it by force (Mt 11:12).” Yet you lie on soft beds and seek comfort by any means.
While Jesus says, “If anyone desires to be first, he shall be last of all and servant of all (Mk 9:35),” you have chosen “the best seats and the places of honor (Mk 13:39).” Have you not chosen positions of power and leadership and offices and high honors, and been unwilling to be subordinate and to serve in humility of spirit...
While Jesus said, “whatever you want men to do to you, do also to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets (Mt 7:12)” have you not been concerned solely with your own comfort and lusts?
Have you not been covetous, rapacious, and unjust and served no one but your selves? Think about what Paul says, “Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God (1 Cor 6:9)?”
When I told you Jesus said, “whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also (Mt 5:39)”, have not some of you laughed and others even refused to listen to this? Did you not say that I commanded you something bad and unjust?
When Jesus told you, “whoever compels you to go one mile, go with him two (Mt 5:41),” not only have you not done so but most of you have not even instructed others.
When I told you, “Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake (Mt 5:11f),” did you not welcome praises and honor and glory to the extent the other would make you weary of life itself.
When I mentioned, “Blessed are the poor in spirit, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven (Mt 5:3),” did you ever heartily wish to be poor.
When I said, “Blessed are the meek, For they shall inherit the earth (Mt 5:5),” did you not act angrily towards those who did not do at once what you wanted?
When I said to you pray for those who ill treat you, “love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you (Mt 5:44),” have you not said, ‘This is fine for the apostles?”
Monday, April 27, 2020
Discernment of Thoughts - Saint Symeon the New Theologian
“We must carefully discern the thoughts that come on us and set against them the testimonies from the divinely inspired Scriptures and from the teaching of the spiritual teachers, the holy father‘s, so that if we find them to agree with these witnesses and correspond to them we may all with all our might hold fast these thoughts and boldly act on them. But if they are not in harmony with the “word of truth” we must expel them from us with much anger, as it is written, “Be angry and not sin.”
“In Him you also trusted, after you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation; in whom also, having believed, you were sealed with the Holy Spirit of promise, who is the guarantee of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, to the praise of His glory.” (Eph 1:13-14)
“Because of the hope which is laid up for you in heaven, of which you heard before in the word of the truth of the gospel, which has come to you, as it has also in all the world, and is bringing forth fruit, as it is also among you since the day you heard and knew the grace of God in truth” (Col 1:5-6)
“Be angry, and do not sin; Have remorse upon your beds For what you say in your hearts.” (Ps 4:5)
Accordingly we need great soberness, great zeal, much searching of the divine Scriptures. The Saviour has shown us their usefulness by saying, “search the Scriptures.“ (John 3:38-39)
“But you do not have His word abiding in you, because whom He sent, Him you do not believe. You search the Scriptures, for in them you think you have eternal life; and these are they which testify of Me.” (John 3:38-39)
“Search them and hold fast to what they say with great exactitude and faith, in order that you may know God’s will clearly from the divine Scriptures and be able infallibly to distinguish good from evil and not obey every spirit nor be carried away with harmful thoughts.”
“Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God; because many false prophets have gone out into the world. By this you know the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is of God, and every spirit that does not confess that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is not of God.” (1 John 4:1-3)
“And He Himself gave some to be apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, and some pastors and teachers,† for the equipping of the saints for the work of ministry, for the edifying of the body of Christ, till we all come to the unity of the faith and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to a perfect man, to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ; that we should no longer be children, tossed to and fro and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the trickery of men, in the cunning craftiness of deceitful plotting.” (Eph 4:11-14)
“For the word of God is “like a two edged sword“, which cuts off and separates the soul from every bodily lust and feeling. Even more, it becomes like a burning fire in that it kindles the zeal of the soul.
“For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.” (Heb 4:12)
“It causes us to despair all life’s painful experiences and to count as joy every trial that assails, and to desire and embrace death, which is so frightening to other men as life and the cause of life.”
“Warfare goes on constantly, and the soldiers of Christ must at all times be armed with their weapons.”
Tuesday, April 21, 2020
Living in the Light of Christ: Lessons from Saint Simeon the New Theologian from his discourse on the Beatitudes
“Think of the unutterably glory of the Godhead, which is beyond thought thought and understanding. Think of God’s unutterable power, His immeasurable mercy, His inconceivable riches, which He generously and bountifully gives to men. “
“Flee from the deceit of life and it’s supposed happiness and run to Christ alone, who is the Savior of souls. ...who is everywhere present...let us hold Him fast and fall at His feet.”
2. Develop poverty of Spirit
“When the faithful man, who always pays strict attention to the commandment of God, performs all that the divine commandments enjoin...He will find he is weak and lacks power to attain to the height of the commandments, indeed that he is very poor, unworthy to receive God and give Him thanks an glory, since he has yet failed to attain any good on his own...he will mourn with that sorrow which is truly most blessed which will receive comfort and make the soul meek.”
“Do not worry about your life... But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. (Mt 6:25ff)
“The poor in spirit are those who know their need of God.” (Mt 5:3)
“Now he who keeps His commandments abides in Him, and He in him. And by this we know that He abides in us, by the Spirit whom He has given us.” (1 John 3:24, 2:27)
“With humility there is enlightenment of the Spirit. With enlightenment of the Spirit there is the outpouring of the light of God. With the outpouring of the light of God there is the wisdom and knowledge of His mysteries. Where these mysteries are found there is the kingdom of heaven and experience of the kingdom and the hidden treasures of the knowledge of God which is manifestation of the poverty of spirit.”
This is needed so “that their hearts may be encouraged, being knit together in love, and attaining to all riches of the full assurance of understanding, to the knowledge of the mystery of God, both of the Father and of Christ, in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.” (Col 2:3)
“Let us long with all our soul for the things God commands us to embrace: spiritual poverty, which the world calls humiliation; constant mourning by night and by day, from which there wells forth the joy of the soul and the hourly consolation for those who love God."
The second attribute we need is possibly the most difficult for us who live a life immersed in the modern consumer driven way of life. What is called for is detachment, to not be enslaved by our desires for the things of this world. Our sight must always be focused on His eternal kingdom. Our focus on our worldly desires detracts our attention away from God. Our attachment to worldly things separates us from God.
“They consist in not desiring anything that is visible and subject to corruption, by which I mean the affairs and pleasures of the world, wealth, fame, pleasure, or any other worldly or bodily enjoyment.”
"For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ: whose end is destruction, whose god is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame—who set their mind on earthly things.” (Phil 4:18-19)
“Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth.” (Col 3:2)
“Attachment to the world is “enmity toward God.” Do not love the world or the things in the world” Flee from the world and “the things that are in the world “
“Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Whoever therefore wants to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God.” (Jas 4:4)
“Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—is not of the Father but is of the world. And the world is passing away, and the lust of it; but he who does the will of God abides forever.” (1 John 2:15-17)
“There is nothing better in the world than to have nothing that belongs to the world and to desire nothing beyond the bare needs of the body.”
“If we have food and clothing, with these we shall be content.” (1 Tim 6:8) ...since He gives things yet greater and “fills every living thing with plenteousness.” (Ps 145:16)
"Let us forsake all the other things that belong to this transitory life, such as vain glory, envy, mutual strife, deceit, complaining, intrigue, all things that turn us away from God and imperil the soul.Flee from the deceit of life and it’s supposed happiness and run to Christ alone, who is the Savior of souls. ...who is everywhere present...let us hold Him fast and fall at His feet.”
"If then you were raised with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ is, sitting at the right hand of God. Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth.” (Col 3:1-2)
“No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money.” (Mt 6:24)
4. We will be united with His light
Saint Symeon writes,
“He however, who is united to God by faith and recognizes Him by action is indeed enabled to see him by contemplation. He sees things of which I am not able to write. His mind sees strange visions and is holy illuminated and becomes like light, yet he is unable to conceive of them or describe them. His mind is itself light and sees all things as light, and the light has life and imparts light to him who sees it. He sees himself all united to the light, and as he sees he concentrates on the vision and is as he was. He perceives the light in his soul and is in ecstasy. In his ecstasy he sees it from a far, but as he returns to himself he finds himself again in the midst of the light. He is thus altogether at a loss for words and concepts to describe what he has perceived in his vision.”
“I am the light of the world. He who follows Me shall not walk in darkness, but have the light of life.” (John 8:12)
“Come, receive the light from the Unwaning Light, and glorify Christ, who has risen from the dead.”
Tuesday, April 14, 2020
To Find God
Thursday, April 9, 2020
The Church in the Public and Political Sphere
Tuesday, March 24, 2020
Fear of Coronavirus
Do you know what is scary to most of us over 70? That there are silent carriers of the virus and that the health care system will soon be overwhelmed. When you get sick, even if you are a pretty healthy 70+ person, that you will be sent to a hospital with inadequate facilities, being unable to breath. Not one of your loved ones will be able to visit you, no one to hold your hand, to give you a caring smile, not even a priest. Then if you die after suffocating, lying on a mattress in the hallway, there will be no church funeral and possibly sent to a mass grave. No normal grieving by loving family and friends.
This image is terrifying to many. But there are a few who have a very strong faith, who are not presently attached to activities of this world, who have a personal experience with God, who know first hand His love, who will welcome the call to death as the opportunity to enter into His Kingdom as promised in Scripture. They will not have fear.
If you are one who is fearful, then now is the time to intensify you search for union with Christ, to seek the Holy Spirit, to have a complete confession, even if it has to be done over the phone with a priest. You may not have the opportunity for Holy Communion, but Confession with a priest will suffice.
Read Scripture, not spicy novels, watch videos by spiritual people on YouTube, say the Jesus prayer throughout the day. Never forget that God is a loving God and Christ is ever present. He is within each of us who have been Baptized and Chrismated. He will not leave us. Call on Him like David in the Psalms. Let Him embrace you like Lazarus in the bosom of Abraham. Remember His suffering on the Cross to defeat death and show the way through resurrection. He is eternal, He is Love. He wants you in His Kingdom forever. Trust in Him. Be humble and surrender to Him. Seek forgiveness for all the ways you have not lived up to His teachings. Seek His mercy. He is all merciful. Reach out for Him with your whole heart. He will bring you comfort and joy.