Frederica Mathewes-Green offers a comprehensive book on the Jesus Prayer. A spiritual jewel that is often misunderstood, this ancient practice has the power to move you beyond thoughts and feelings about God, into a real and continuous sense of God’s presence. Mathewes-Green illuminates the history, theology, and spirituality of Orthodoxy, so that the Prayer can be understood in its native context, and she provides practical steps for adopting it in everyday life.
An Excerpt from the Book:
About fifteen years ago I started to use the Jesus Prayer during these mid-night hours; “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me.” This very simple prayer was developed in the deserts of Egypt and Palestine during the early centuries of Christian faith, and has been practiced in the Eastern Orthodox Church ever since. It is a prayer inspired by St. Paul’s exhortation to “pray constantly”, and its purpose is to tune one’s inner attention to the presence of the Lord.
. . . How fast should I say the prayer?
As you pray, you must turn away from focusing on other thoughts, and that may influence how rapidly you say it. Most times a “walking pace,” andante, is about right. Sometimes, though, you might need to say it very quickly, trying to end one prayer to the beginning of the next, in order to keep a crack from opening up where other thoughts could push their way in. When I’m agitated or worried, I have to think the words of the silent prayer firmly and “mind the gap” (as the announcement goes in the London subway) so that unwanted thoughts don’t sneak through.
On the other hand, sometimes you may feel so absorbed in the Prayer that you are savoring every word and want to pray it very slowly. You may repeat it a single time, and then coast for awhile — like the blissful feeling in childhood of cranking up a bicycle to a good speed, then standing on the pedals and flying.
And I sometimes feel as though I can’t repeat the Prayer at all — his glory is so momentous and powerful. I just keep looking at the Prayer in my mind, with wonder. The Prayer is a medium of communication, very likely two-way communication, so the texture of it can vary as earthly converstions do.
I’m talking about the dedicated prayer time, when I’m doing nothing else but praying. The rest of the time, I get the Prayer going whenever I think of it. But if the test is repeating the Jesus Prayer all the time, I am nowhere near that. Over and over, every day, I notice that I’m not praying.
So I was encouraged to read this passage, taken from a letter that St. Theophan the Recluse (AD 1815-1894) wrote to one of his spiritual children: “You regret that the Jesus Prayer is not unceasing, that you do not recite it constantly. But constant repetition is not required. What is required is a constant aliveness to God — an aliveness present when you talk, read, watch, or examine something.” Constant repetition of the Prayer can lead you to remaining in God’s presence, but if you do that without repeating the Prayer, it is all right.
The main thing is to cultivate profound gratitude to God, which comes naturally the more you see your own sin. Without a fresh, strong, authentic yearning for God, St. Theophan says, “the Prayer is dry food.”
Table of Contents:
1. History, scripture, and the meaning of mercy
2. Terms, concepts, and content
3. Heart, mind and “The Little Radio”
Part Two
Getting Started Questions and Answers
Source: http://www.jknirp.com/jpray.htm
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